When life is just a pain your a**
Well hello there, How I are you doing? Are you doing o.k.? If you asked me, then, I AM NOT. I supposed the very first actual content in this blog will be rainbow and glitter with extra whipped cream. At least that is what I imagine. But hey, you know what, sometimes life just wanna do her own thing which is messing up my day by dropping a huge info saying 'SORRY, YOU FAILED'. Then that thing happened, last night was a mess. I cried A LOT, and I even can't sleep because I had so much stuff in my head. I am at the point where I questioning everything that happened to me and I felt so mad at myself. WHAT HAVE I DONE??? If you know me, I am the most perfectionist person you could ever know. I am that crazy, people, beware. And when something is not going the way I planned, I went nuts. I am the person who is having trouble dealing with rejection. It happened a lot to me, but somehow I never managed to get out of that situation easy breezy. And somet
